Thankful For

I’m sure I’ve never said this before, but I am awfully certain of this, and for everything He’s ever done for me. :)

I finally got my own MacBook Pro! :D And all with my own money too! Definitely feeling very proud of myself, especially since I’ve been considering getting one for the past one over year. ^_^

I am sooooo thankful they finally changed the music at work. We’ve been listening to the same few CDs for the past two months or more. It was getting really ridiculous and we were grumbling for the past two weeks, lol.

How sad is it that I have not found anything to be thankful for over the past few months?

My life has just been that fucked up. My brain has been pushing away everything bad that has happened, and quite possibly, the only thing holding me together is my crush on a boy who likes to stare at me whenever I walk by; just thinking about him makes my heart beat faster, seeing him makes me want to stare all day.

I can’t take this, and I want so much to just run far away from everything here. I want to start my life over. New place, new people, new friends. I am so sick of living like this.

I can’t wait to get the hell out of here, even if it’s just for a while.

Top 10 List for 2008

1. Anberlin - New Surrender
2. McFly - Radio:ACTIVE
3. Metro Station - Metro Station
4. The Cab - Whisper War
5. Hadouken! - Music For An Accelerated Culture
6. Forever The Sickest Kids - Underdog Alma Mater
7. Falling Up - Discover The Trees Again: The Best Of Falling Up
8. Cute Is What We Aim For - Rotation
9. Addison Road - Addison Road
10. 3OH!3 - Want

*List in no particular order except for first four.

Perhaps my favourite holiday of all time. :3 Not only because of presents, but mainly the family time. I do love my cousins so. :)

I’d been waiting for so long to get a full time job, and now that I have, I’m so bloody nervous about it. I’m really lucky to have found a job in such bad times. :)

I’d been praying so much so hard over the past month. First over Gran’s surgery, and then for Mum’s. I’m glad both surgeries went well, and now I’m praying for Mum’s full recovery and for the chemo to take all of the cancer away.

I prayed so hard for it to go well, and it did, so I’m really relieved and thankful for that. Thank You, God. You’re still the best. <3

Saves the trouble of going to a gym elsewhere when there’s one right in the building! :D

They sometimes help keep my stress levels down.